defectedangel22 (defectedangel22) wrote in cutmyvein,

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Hello everyone. My name is Amanda, Im 17, and I guess I was a recovered SI up until a couple days ago. It had been about 2 1/2 months. I dont really know what made me start cutting again but all I know is 2 days ago I didn't have any wounds, and as of right now.... I have 19. That may not seem like that big of a number to some of you. But for me that is a lot.
I started cutting about 2 years ago, but it wasnt that often. It wasnt until June that I started cutting alot. A lot happened that month and I couldn't take it all. I tried to commit suicide a few times but obviously it wasnt a success. I was put on medication and under suicide watch (if anyone has ever gone throught that they know what a living hell it is), if you havent be thankful...

Sometimes I feel like Alice spiraling down the rabbit hole, and there is no way out, no way back to reality....
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