I act all calm and collect when inside I'm screaming in pain, I just want to match the inside to the outside. Cut out the pain. cut, cut, cut.
I'm just lying to myself, I keep telling myself I'm going to quit and be okay, but I'm not. I can't even see myself with out cutting. I'm not ever really trying. I'm just in so much pain all the time. I just want it to pour it with my blood, and flow away, go away. Leave me be for five seconds. I'm so tired of the pain. It stings and burns. When will I get to be happy? *screams loudly*